Schedule: Monday - Sunday - 00:00 - 24:00

Recovery from Betting Habit

Recovery from Betting Habit

My name is Catherine, and I am a rehabilitating compulsive addicted gambler. Jan 29th, 2007 will be my 10-year mark in recuperation, but will never disremember where I have come from with gambling dependence.

Betting enslavement took pretty much everything from me like family, companions, notoriety, occupations, my home, auto, practically my marriage and cost me far more than cash; it nearly cost me my life twice from suicide. Concurrently, I was as well hurting from unknown physiological & emotional health challenges and ailments I had no idea about till 2002.


I originated from the profundities of hellfire, sadness, and gloom.


My First Unsuccessful Suicide Trial

I opened my eyes in a room at the hospital, I could feel my wrist wrapped up in bandages, I heard people talking about knives, but I lost conscious again. All I recollect was everything turning dark in emptiness. Now I understand that it was a complete mental and physical breakdown. A total system failure. From there I visited a dependency/mental problem centre.


Everyone checked on me to make sure I didn't attempt killing myself. Not long after, a therapist began working with me. What's more, obviously, I was additionally a habitual card shark as well. For my gambling addiction, I got help from an addictions counsellor.

I have tried to quit betting on my own but felt I could handle it by myself and I wasn't successful with lots of recurrences and binges even while in ambulatory treatment. Clearly, my situation wasn't hopeless.

Even after staying for 20 days in a crisis centre and self-murder attempt!


What Was Wrong With Me?

it's known as DEPENDENCE It is an illness and a problem that is hard but possible to get over. My condition didn't end there.

In some years later, I tried to end my life not due to gambling specifically rather my imprudence relating to monetary issues, and this showed the flaws in the effort I put into getting better physically and mentally.


First lesson: Have a stable recovery plans. Some years later, I envied those who had a normal healthy life, so I quit taking my prescriptions which served to treat my psychological problems. I tried to survive without the pills and treatment sessions, I thought my sickness was caused by my gambling addiction that leads to PTSD, manic depression, mild mania anxiety and bipolar insomnia cycles and OCD. Just for two weeks with no medications, I was back to desperation and suicidal thoughts. My answer? I took every one of my meds on the double. I had gotten to that dim, dark gap of misery once more.


Back in the hospital again, another 16-day crisis centre stay and days of self-murder observation.

When dismissed this time, I had found out the difficult way that I require to take meds to keep my mental/emotional health and welfare as they refer this being "dually diagnosed or dual diagnosis."

Recuperation with even negative encounters, sprinkled with some "confidence" can indicate us numerous life lessons in recuperation. If we are not digesting them, we won't see our development. Notwithstanding when you are not taking part in your inclination of enslavement, we can at present have issues emerge and life challenges in recuperation, so being readied is imperative.

Where Can I Be Heading With This Section Of My Narrative?

Many places.

First, the practices and actions that we earn and learn within any dependence and "the cycle" of any dependence have to be discontinued and removed for us to have an opportunity at a very honest recovery. Stability is the main factor that supports recovery. Taking in the aptitudes and instruments in treatment and treatment to break the cycle of enslavement and clear a way to dissipate control, foreswearing, reasons, and that's just the beginning.

Second, come to consent that recuperation is a lifetime program. It is as crucial to accept as the first step.

Next, is having a setup which halts the regression of the whole remedial process and it is essential for any individual who desires a permanent positive outcome. We all believe that life occurrences take place. Even jovial or optimistic occurrences, not simple negative or pessimistic ones.

I think that is the reason behind the question asked by Gamblers Anonymous in our book called "The 20 Questions" to detect whether you have a gambling problem. One of the questions in some of those websites is "Have you gambled at any point in time to commemorate a measure of success you attained?" It is an absolute YES! For me. When I got good fortunes, my first thought was to celebrate and have fun by gambling. Nonetheless, these questions were clearly not effective since my addiction was looking grave.

I shared this gambling dependence with people that has common addicts to get support and to convince myself that this sickness is subtly dangerous and scheming. Frankly, those sites made me aware of how valuable my experience is during the remedial period same way the experience of others was of immense benefits to me.

We require to commence a speech regarding this still hush, hush dependence. Let's destroy the "myths" concerning it. It is one way to pull down the "stigma" around it, and around those who live dual diagnosed also. It is undeniable that mental issues in recovery is a tough way to face, but I hope my story can be a light in the darkness for some people that almost lose their strength and hope that recovery can actually work. It is still possible for patients to have beautiful, happy live ahead.